Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Microdot

Watching open blue skies
Wondering why there aint no vultures flying
Bubbles floating high above
Ripples swimming all around

Is it just that I’ve been dreaming
Or is it just that I’ve been thinking
Is it just that I’ve been shaking
No, its just that I’ve been breathing

Perfumed clouds race to the mind
Wondering what happened to the speed of light
Aimlessly catching butterflies
Bottles spin and expressionless eyes

Is it just that i’ve been dreaming
Or is it just that I’ve been thinking
Is it just that I’ve been sinking
No, its just that I’ve been breathing

Random conversations with a dog
Wondering how life would be if I was on this all the time
Superheroes and guns all made of light
Alphabets flying all around

Is it just that i’ve been dreaming
Or is it just that I’ve been thinking
Is it just that I’ve been sulking
No, its just that I’ve been breathing




Mellow


Get me out of this town
I’ve been felling so down
Going round and round
In circles
Like a clown
That chases a cloud
So frail on the outside
Brown all the way inside

I’ve been mellow
Like the sun’s been on me forever
Yet I feel so cold
And old
Lost for love
All I find is a vacant home
Where the hell did I think I was
I am not sure where I belong

I am gonna drift away
I am gonna stay away
I am gonna drift away
I am gonna stay away

But do you even care
I don’t really care

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Strange Disguise

Sleep
Dry out the pain
take turns to
be someone else
never alone
always by myself
pretend
cold aint killing me
you're here
you'away
take all the time
to displease me
i am easily satisfied
i hate everything

truth may come in a
strange disguise
lies will remain lies

Shadows
control the night
terrified
brutal screams
swords and steak knives
she silently escapes
you crumble
you have no clue
dreams
shattered bruised
make it come alive
you're turning grey
lacking in sense of time
i am far way from what is real

truth may come in a
strange disguise
lies will remain lies

let me sleep
my tears wont cry
its been raining
but i am feeling dry
let me dream
dont let them in the drain
and in truth
your lies become one and same

She's the blade

She’s the blade

Behind her warm enchanting eyes
Deep beneath her enticing skin
Lies a shattered dream
A piece of broken glass
The one that slips into my eyes now
I’ve tried to stay away
I’ve tried to hide
What is wrong for me is the obvious for her
With so much ease , I see right through her
One of these days I am gonna lose my sight

She’s the blade
I am just skin
She’s the blade
She’s the sin

She can be my liar
She can be my pillar of bad dreams
Obsessed in her fire
Burning like a flame inside of me
Cursed by love so dire
Keep me hanging on this wire
Another noose to fit me right through
One more fuse blown that will not return
Starring straight into the sky, avoid the sun
Yet darkness blinds me, it would be so easy with a gun

She’s the blade
I am just skin
She’s the blade
She’s the sin

She’s the blade
She’s the tin angel
She’s the blade
Now she’s got a cain.