Ahead Of Me

I am at the bottom
Bottom of the highest cieling
I am in the deep
Deepest of the shallow stream
Just can't see what's ahead of me

Stuck on a barbed wire
Short circuit is a friend of me
I am in the septic bleed
Sewage and waste is me
Just won't see what's ahead of me

I am in a black hole
Holes, the size of pits
I am in a meltdown
Melting in a blizzard kill
Just shoudn't see what's ahead of me

I am in the time machine
The future was supposed to be seen
I am going through a breakdown
Under the ground is where I'll be
It's only the past where i have always been

Pretentious 60's Counter Culture Movement Girl

I saw you sitting down at the corner
Reading some old magazine
Yeah you really love the old school
I grew up listening to the blues

I asked if you wanna go for lunch
You said "Maybe some other time"
Well if u really can’t make it today
No way to see you again

It’s a heart attack
And i am paralyzed
It's a cancer
And i ain't never dyin'

I saw you helping everyone in need
Such a pretty smile
Yeah you really love the attention
I will always give into that crime

I asked if you wanna smoke a cigarette
You said "yeah, but only if you have some weed"
Well, if there were no wars, so proxy
Maybe, we will never see each other again

Where is my bandana ?
Where are all my tattoos ?
Where are all my drugs ?
Where are all my friends ?

Where is my life swinging ?
Where is it really hanging ?
Where is all the love and peace ?
Where is all of the justice ?

I saw you in an Indian saree
Kate Hudson look alike
Yeah you look so sweet in those Scottish quilts
And then you talk about peace "et" all

I saw you in a Japanese Kimono
Dirty you is dirty me
Yeah you look so fox in the face of love
And then you choose world peace over me

It’s just your nose ring
And i am feeling fine
It's such a joke
And i ain't got nothing to do with you

I Am Not A Human Being ( Alien In My Head )

Rage, the stone and a wounded head
Scars that will never bleed
For some the poison was a cure
For most it was a conjuring
Fire fights in the light of day
Hurricane storms in the night
The deeper i travel in my wound
More species, i find alive

I am changing, molding
Nothing like i have seen before
Help me, hold me
I am falling down from a thousand feet
Curse me, hate me
I am not who you thought to be
The pain is devastating
I am not a human being

Dystopia future and barricades
Chains that will never break free
For some the escape was so futile
For most it was a suicide
Isolated in a cave
Darkness in your face
The wound is real, the wound is real
Alien in my head

I am changing, molding
Nothing like i have felt before
Let me be, Release me
I am rising high above
Find me, Research me
I am not who you expected to be
There is no more pain
I am not a human being

Lake Of Fire

Dust clouds are raining in my mind
Fireflies are spreading love into the skies

No one wants to be alone
No one wants to die
No one cares for empathy
And yet we are still alive

I wanna take you to a morgue
I wanna hang me upside down
I wanna swing low like an innocent
In a Lake Of Fire, I'll die

Loneliness is next to nothing
Cause nothing is the same as godliness

Everyone is screaming to be real
Everyone wants to outlive
Do you care if they are drowning ?
I am in a Lake Of Fire

I wanna take you to the ocean
I wanna cease the pain
I wanna watch the flames
Over this Lake of Fire

Question Everything (Or Shut Up And Be A Victim Of Authority)

Ocean floor
Body's torn
Is it shark
Or is it me ?

Brutality
By tyranny
Is it legal
Or is this just what it is ?

Raining germs
Toxic in bloom
Are we the ones spreading disease ?

Perpetual Inequality
Genocide thriving
Or is this just status quo ?

Pseudo liberal garbage
Dimwit conservatism
Is it all the same ?

Men are from Mars
Women are from Venus
Is this not blatant sexism ?

Flowers for you my love
Dirty jokes too
Is this love or just a sexual fantasy ?

Media weds Advertising
You're "COOL" if you listen to Radiohead
Is this organized brainwashing?

Question everything
Or Shut Up and be a victim of authority

Shock Therapy

Start the generator
This one's gonna hurt
Light up all the power
Electrons are gonna spurt

Rage will fill the fire
Poison in the seas
Your head will feel like fire
You'll remember everything

Start the heart attack machine
This one's gonna kill
Light up all the switches
Your pulse is gonna scream

Fever will plague your mind
Temperature rising
Your soul will be paralyzed
You'll hate everything

This is Shock Therapy
Inhuman disease
This is Shock Therapy
Doctor, i'd like to see you try it

Drops

Somewhere back in time, the mind blossoms
Hopes to forward in decay
Some flowers died, but the petals suffer

Horizons of love float through the ocean
Hoping to finally meet
Some waves were optimistic, others waved goodbye

Lies in the news print, the pen weakens
Hopes to be stronger than the sword
Some words never make it, they only die

Headache in my mind, now starts to rationalize
Hoping to spit out all the chaos
Some drops are as big as rainfall

The Rainbow Song

Red, like a riding hood
The wolf still needs some food

Orange, like a lion's mane
Rule the world, kill and avenge

Yellow, well how are you?
Love to take you out on a boat cruise

Green, like a plant in need
Smoke me, smoke me, smoke me

Blue, like a TARDIS (*) moves
Outer space and back to earth

Violet, so damn violent
Never gonna make it to a T-Shirt

Indigo, never really cared for you
And now this rainbow's out of tune

(*) Time And Relative Dimension In Space

Screen

The shadow of the flame
Flickers in the light of the concrete tar
The froth and the foam
Cascades in the brook of the reflecting glass
I am just inches away
On a stool raised high
Looking far and wide
Into the open sky

The man in the oversized coat
Tries to hide his feelings for the woman
She sits and smokes all alone
She has a tan on her finger where once was worn a ring
They are just inches away
On a bed raised high
Looking far and wide
Into the open screen

Crooked Duck

She met me at the Crooked Duck
With bedroom eyes and smile

She wore a black top, dressed to kill
With sunshine in her eyes

She was never to return my calls
And i know not why that is

But i'll just keep on calling her
Until she blocks me off

Won't you care to talk to me
Won't you care to take a stroll
A conversation that kills
Something to die for

Won't you care to fling with me
Won't you care to care
A shopping spree i shall fear
Something to change for

I tried to catch you over the wire
As foxy as you are

Your fire brings envy to
Flowers of my time

I try to reach you, i'm trying to reach
Will you please just take the call

Cause i'll just keep on calling you
As patahetic that may sound

Won't you care to fling with me
Won't you care to care
A conversation that kills
Something to die for

Disappear

Feel the sound
Awake to the ground

Spin in time
No reason, no crime

We all fall down
We all fade out
We all cut loose
We all disappear

Make some noise
No silence, only voice

Work the heat
Make love on the bedsheet

We all get beat
We all get sick
We all feel hate
We all rationalize

Ride the wave
The one that makes you stay

Show some sympathy
Let her feel naughty

We all are torn
We all are bored
We all slip in sin
We all recover

Try to keep
The politics away

For sure, do spit
Religion in the drain

We all fight fire
We all bruise and burn
We all waste away
We all lose our minds

We all do what we can
We all do lie
We all go back
To living our lives

Shivering the king

In the castle she wakes
Her dreams, now all chained
Searching for the flower
Nectar of diseased pain

With a trembling heart she screams
Hollow as she wails
Poison to the king's soul
A revenge best served cold

Tranquil

In the tranquil light of the sun, she walked
She shined like the harshest of rays
Ozone stood there with trembling fingers
Her voice was soft and her sword was lit

A blaze of fire roared out of her heart
She showed sympathy even to the freezing pebble
Ozone was slowly brought back to its feet
As she walked and shined in the tranquil heat

The Fools' Day Song (April)

April was a fool
May be a joke
June was a stoner
And July wants more

August can be a moon dance
September will be sick
October is all about luck
November just wants to fuck

December is a vacation
January is like a new leaf
February can mean love
March will hopefully change me

bankrupt

I got my bank accounts hacked into
I went to towns no one would go to
I drank and drove and stole a pizza to go
I am outta money so tell me what should I do

I am bankrupt
Just corrupt
Bankrupt
A sick sick pile of dirt

I got my fingers in bones and dust
I went to a funeral just to see a dead horse
I ran around in circles till I could not be found
I got no money so tell me where should I go

I am bankrupt
Just corrupt
Bankrupt
A sick sick pile of dirt

You got your house and a swimming pool
A little bird to tell you what time can do
I got a couple forms and a finger print to prove
I got no money, no love, just a single pair of shoe

I am bankrupt
Just corrupt
Bankrupt
A sick sick pile of dirt

Dying Head

A hill in the midst of a sinister sea

Birds whispering in the anti gravity

Rain soaked clouds inked into the sky

A purple moon set out to dry

A choking sun enraged in the heat 

A forest fire strangling in the burning deep

A sea of wild flowers bloom in the red

A dry purple moon becomes wet in a slowly dying head

The Bugs Are Screaming

The bugs are screaming in my head

They want to take the life of all that's not yet dead

A claw strike here

A venom inject there

Is there a form of any real escape

The humans try what they can really do

But the weapons are far too old for them to shoot

A soldier brainwashed here

A government exploded there 

Is there a form of any real escape. 

No no

Don't you hope for peace

Cause no such thing exists

No no

Don't you pray for justice

Cause we believe we can see

No Escape

Words, they slowly fade

Like street lights turning dim

In ruin, nothing lasts

Curtains, they tend to draw

Like a clock that went berserk

In ticks,  there is no escape

Tyrants, they never live

Like a history so unneeded 

In blood, they only die

Killers, they do get caught

Like a chase that went all wrong

In handcuffs, there is boredom

Clouds, they float so high

Like ceilings above the roof

In heights, there are no limits

Stars, they never cease to shine

Like a twinkle in the sky

In galaxies, there is nothing but hope